[Dean Kowalski]

Welcome to F3. We're right at the end, but not quite done. The Stoners Alliance seemed to have been successful, and all three of you made it here congrats on that, let's think back to the beginning of that group to start questions off:

1. Did you think when the stoners group chat was made during opening weekend that it would go this far and all of you make it? Did you think of it as your most serious group, or did you plan to not bother with it much? Did you ever think of betraying this trio, or were you 100% loyal to the alliance always?
2. What has been the hardest tribal council for you so far this entire season?
3. Have you been through any hardship in this game?
4. Have you thought about your FTC speech, and what you will say to the jury? How will you present your story to them?
5. Not all three of you will make it together to the end. If you become the final juror, who would you vote for to win?
6. Some interesting reactions from the jury. Most of the jury seems to be bitter and want your head on a stake, tell us why do you think that is?
7. Think you have any allies or supporters on the jury at all?

[Danni Boatwright]

Evvie
I also want to say to the jury that everyone here has been fighting to stay in their own regard and we know that a larger battle is getting ready to loom after this tribal council is over. I hope they will be able to vote and see the rest of this game objectively and not be bitter, because I'm getting the sense that there are some hurt people over there on the jury bench, which I hate. I hope that the jury can see the overall game of the players here and not attribute a winning game simply to the number of challenges a competitor has won.

Hey Evvie. A couple questions based on this quote from tribal.

What do you think has made this jury bitter, and what (if anything) did you do to facilitate that sentiment? Also, do you think that being bitter is different that being objective? or do you think the two can exist simultaneously?

[Evvie]

Evvie
I also want to say to the jury that everyone here has been fighting to stay in their own regard and we know that a larger battle is getting ready to loom after this tribal council is over. I hope they will be able to vote and see the rest of this game objectively and not be bitter, because I'm getting the sense that there are some hurt people over there on the jury bench, which I hate. I hope that the jury can see the overall game of the players here and not attribute a winning game simply to the number of challenges a competitor has won.

Hey Evvie. A couple questions based on this quote from tribal.

What do you think has made this jury bitter, and what (if anything) did you do to facilitate that sentiment? Also, do you think that being bitter is different that being objective? or do you think the two can exist simultaneously?

I'm going to answer this first! I'll get to the other questions later. I think that the jury is bitter right now because a lot of them have been voted out, thinking that they were closer to each of us than they actually were, and our alliance has been so airtight that we've been unwilling to make any moves that would put us in danger of potentially being voted out down the road. I think that I personally facilitated to that bitterness in certain relationships, such as the one with Heather. I think Heather felt close to me but she didn't manage me appropriately and I didn't try to do the same back to her since I knew her time was coming and I think that has affected how she views my game, since I'm the snake or whatever. I also think that because there haven't been any moves that have really taken the breath away of the jury, it can be seen as boring and people will probably find it silly that Xander and I have not tried to turn on Abraham. I do think that there were routes for me to get here even if I did turn on Abe, and I do feel like if this upcoming round wasn't the case of being a F2, Abraham would have went and poisoned the jury against me. It's giving very damned if I do, damned if I don't. Which kinda sucks the air out of everything. Like going into this final, I would have rather had a live challenge but a take-home challenge has me feeling like Abe has this in the bag since he's the king of practice or whatever.

To your second point, I do think that you can be bitter and objective at the same time, but people tend to let their feelings cloud their judgment when they find themselves being bitter. The only things that heal that are time or a change of heart after you get out of the heat of a situation can make you realize differently down the road that how you were feeling in the heat of your emotions are actually different from what you found value in throughout the game.

[Loveita Adams]

Just to follow up a bit on that since we're so close to the end here, but are you worried the jury is specifically bitter towards you, or towards your airtight alliance? Because if they are bitter towards the alliance, then isn’t that a level playing field? You'll probably answer this when you get to 6 and 7 in the main questions, but was just curious!

[Evvie]

Right now, I feel like I have the best shot out of the 3 when it comes to the alliance and relationships so I do think they're probably bitter at the 3 of us as a whole + I feel like they expected Abe to go the round he was on the table to and the fact that that hasn't happened has them feeling like we're probably just handing this game over to him. I do believe we have a level playing field, but the general response of the jury and shit that the Kallpa tribe members were telling me before they left has me feeling that my shot isn't as great sitting next to Abe...but there's a part of me that feels like I could beat him, still.

I would much rather sit next to Xander as a whole, that was always the goal and the plan. Now, I just have to bust my ass to try and overtake Abe with whatever this challenge ends up being. I feel like that's the only way right now I can "have a shot".

[Evvie]

I wanna take some time to thank the viewers of the show and apologize if I've been a complete flop or not what you all expected this time  I really have appreciated all the effort the hosts and viewers have put into this game and it's been quite an experience. I'm not writing this as a goodbye or anything but I just wanted to express my gratitude.

Again, I'm being relatively lazy and thought that since this could be my potential last confessional that I would finish up with a video one for you all. It's in the process of uploading so I'll drop it here for you all to watch soon.

I'm in the throes of getting ready to compete for immunity as well. I'm very nervous but I do know that Abe had to compete on his phone if I heard correctly? Therefore, I may be able to get my little W because of a technology technicality and I would luff that for me. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.

[Evvie]

Me doing this challenge and once the challenge was complete: https://twitter.com/i/status/1505381205516169218

[Evvie]

Of course this was recorded prior to me doing that final challenge now knowing that Xander is the only person that can pull this out and not having that much faith. I made SO many stupid mistakes in this challenge, ugh. Reading under pressure has not been my strong suit.

But either way, hope you enjoy before I inevitably find myself on ~le juri~

[Evvie]

I'm about to lose my fucking shit. Like, I'm so mad at myself for allowing my judgment to be clouded to get to the end of the game with the best challenge competitor and not have taken a shot and of course, I'm trying to do my ~woe is me~ attempt with Abe and he's not even trying to make me feel better about his sending my ass to the jury at all. Now I see why everyone else was over him when he was not in their corner. It's like as soon as he feels in control, he lets a standoffish side of himself come off and it's really a fucking turn off. Yes, I'm playing 'sad Sally' because I think it's about to be lights out for me and feel really dumb that I pretty much just gave the game to this guy and I really wasn't ever sure how I felt about him even throughout this whole experience, but stuck to numbers. I should have let that round where he was accusing me of shit all crazy sour my experience of him. But I can't turn back time.

I made my bed, now I have to lie in it.

[Donathan]

 

Of course this was recorded prior to me doing that final challenge now knowing that Xander is the only person that can pull this out and not having that much faith. I made SO many stupid mistakes in this challenge, ugh. Reading under pressure has not been my strong suit.

But either way, hope you enjoy before I inevitably find myself on ~le juri~

Keep Fighting!!!

[Evvie]

Thank you for the encouragement. I'm going to try and get my head back in the game for these last few hours and not give up.

[Evvie]

I AM SPIRALING IN REAL TIME RIGHT NOW ABOUT THIS! 

[Evvie]

Like, can we have tribal council now?! I just have some things I want to say out loud in front of the jury before I sashay my ass over there about mister Abraham.

[Loveita Adams]

Don't feel like you need to respond to everyone in Ponderosa right away this is a hard spot to be in and they have been waiting like rabid SHARKS to get at all of you - you're just the first. 

Leave them on read, take the night if you need to, it's fine. They'll be able to turn it against the finalists real soon. 

[Evvie]

Thank you for those words and I needed that reminder - I'm just baffled because I didn't know that people were honestly SO bothered but I think it's mainly because I have been disassociating for the majority of this game and just playing without thinking. It's definitely a lot to have to answer everyone's questions and have everyone be so hurt, but I'll definitely keep my space because it's just adding onto the frustration that I've had since I knew I was losing earlier today.