[Dean Kowalski]

Interesting final result to the challenge, no? Anyway... we are at Final Fourteen! Things are cooking up now. Have fun with another challenge tomorrow!

1. Ancha, you decided to take the advantage for next immunity challenge and give Kallpa the night off by booting Danny off. Do you agree or not with this? Think you got favour from the Incan Gods?
2. That deadly sins challenge. How do you feel about who got assigned which sin, especially the one you got? Accurate or not? Tell us who you think each sin is truly represented by.
3. Who are your current targets? Do you think your targets match those of who the overall tribe might target soon?
4. How important are things like idols and advantages to you in a game like this? Have you currently searched for any yourself?
5. Let's see some trust rankings, a tier list of your tribe so far. Where would you rank everyone at currently from top to bottom?

[Evvie]

Girl.



I think before I answer questions, I should try to explain what I was just blindsided with via Abraham all of 45 minutes ago?
First, he hits me with the 'we need to talk' and I was transported back to feeling like I was in a relationship and I was about to be broken up with.

"So Shan was saying that you and her are each other's number 1 and that you guys have had these deep conversations and I just feel really used by you. Like I thought we had something special that went outside this game and I'm just super upset. Like I told you I was LGBT. My family doesn't even know that. Only my wife and some close friends. I just don't know where we really stand now"

I respond with:

"Why are you upset by my relationship with Shan? I thought I was supposed to be working on getting closer to her like you shared for me to last round? I'm actually blindsided by your feelings because I've been faithful to our alliance and to our friendship. I legit spend my whole day talking to you right now lol"

"But then why did Xander tell me that you told him that Shan said that you and Xander had a F2, Like I've been super upset and panicking all afternoon now"

---> let me insert here that this is what Shan told me this afternoon as we were having a check-in this afternoon and here is the conversation at 12:42 PM:

[you have abraham freaking out a little bit]
[he thinks i'm closer to the women than the men, abraham and i have been super cool but trying to quell his anxiety is not easy]
[he thinks you're super tight with xander he said something about you guys having a F2. i'm not sure if he heard that or is assuming that, but someone else said something to me about you and Xander too. i need to scroll back some convos bc i don't want to tell you the wrong name and i can't remember who it was]
[i'm definitely super close to xander but we do not have a final 2 (LOL WE DO BUT!) i can confirm that with you]
[i mean, the f2 thing is like.... you can't really fault someone for having a f2 because how can you say no to someone asking you that yk lol]
[legit, like you never say no!]
...the conversation continues of course but I want to pivot back to Abraham's freak out on me.

"That's what she said to me and I dispelled that. Don't we need her NOT thinking me and Xander are close OR me and you being close?"

"I honestly don't know anymore. I just feel super upset by this whole thing. I'm considering just pulling myself from the game"

"Don't pull yourself from the game! Not on account of this, I really think you have this confused lol do you need me to copy paste our whole conversation for you to prove that you really don't have anything to be concerned about?"

"So let me try to explain it all."

He shares a lot of personal information about his experience with ORGs and making friendships like he used to and then goes "But now this whole thing with Shan makes me think I'm being emotionally manipulated again and it's bringing me to a dark place I used to be in and I think I need to remove myself from it And so I explained to Xander my situation and then he told me that he told you about being gay and then now we both wonder if you just got us to have super emotional conversations to manipulate us into aligning"

BITCH WHAT? LOLLLLL LIKE YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME. Like I would use personal information to try and manipulate people to being on my side. Like, a game is never that serious enough to me to do that + I'm not that type of person. I'm more inclined to quit a game if I feel like my allies are in a tough spot and I don't want them to go over me so for him to throw that out there REALLY got me twisted. Like, after you just spent the last few days telling me I've been reassuring and a rock for you? BABY I AM NOT LYING TO YOU. The Spiral Squad (the new name for the Stoners Alliance) is my main alliance and who I'm riding it out with. Even before Shan. But I need to have that relationship with her for my own protection. So for him to kinda blindside me with all this has left a really sour taste in my mouth and of course I'm speaking to Xander about it and he's like I HATE THAT THIS IS HAPPENING ETC and of course I hit Abraham with the full monty of like...you got this all wrong. 

"I appreciate you sharing that background information with me regarding your ORG experiences and I totally get what you mean about the ORG world having a really weird love/hate relationship for you. As far as the relationship that I have to Shan, I don't think that you should feel threatened by it because it's not like I would choose her over you or over the alliance that Xander and I have created. I know we don't *know* each other very well yet and are getting to know one another, but I would not use someone's personal conversations to manipulate them for my game. I'm not that type of player at all. I'm not that type of PERSON at all. I appreciate ya'lls safety with me to tell me about your real life and I've been honest in return with you all. I'm not sure what more you want me to do. I've always put our alliance first."

Then the backpedaling came about it being his fault and being brought to tears about it. I don't want him to leave the game but like, there's nothing for him to be worried about. Like, all this feels like it's being blown way out of proportion and it's leaving a really sour taste in my mouth. Like I know that Abraham reads as a little intense and cares a LOT about the game and is always like doing the most when it comes to game preparation but like...where did this come from? And then to try to accuse my character? Bitch.

So much more is happening right now and I'm just trying to clear my name for nothing I have done wrong? I still need to answer the other questions but wanted to give you this to chew on. There are still chats going on and I'm sure you'll hear about this from one of the Xander/Abe/Shan crew but this is the type of shit that has given me a mf migraine. I'm still getting raked over the coals currently and trying to fight for my life and there's a part of me that's wondering how much is this worth it.

[Evvie]

Ancha, you decided to take the advantage for next immunity challenge and give Kallpa the night off by booting Danny off. Do you agree or not with this? Think you got favour from the Incan Gods?

I love that you spelled 'favour' like that oh mah werd. Anyway, to your question. We decided to take the advantage because Doctor Danny hasn't shown up and a free tribal advantage that can help us to win today is much more preferential game-wise right now. I think the other tribe would have held that over our heads had we not shown them mercy and tbh, I didn't want to deal with those problems at a swap or a merge. Better for them to think of us as being able to watch out for them or cordial with them over anything else. Plus, with the way that things kinda shifted throughout the day and with the aforementioned mess that I shared with you, I think a bitch can use the advantage for the tribe. I do find it gaggy that half the tribe potentially has no idea about today's blow-up with Abraham and I'm not going to be the one to talk about it. I'm hoping that the favour from the Incan Gods looks out for me and my tribe today because listen, I need a miracle to help me shake the shit I was feeling earlier.

That deadly sins challenge. How do you feel about who got assigned which sin, especially the one you got? Accurate or not? Tell us who you think each sin is truly represented by.

Well, I know for a fact that each of the Deadly Sins was assigned in reverse alphabetical order so I don't think that Deshawn actually attributed a deadly sin to each person. TBH, this was the smartest fucking move for him to do because he doesn't have to attribute anyone to a deadly sin honestly. It also doesn't show his cards regarding what he thinks about each person based on that strategy. It ended up being a strategy we figured out after a few tries and I'm glad that it ended up working for our benefit. Deshawn is fucking brilliant and he's a seasoned player, it's very clear that he knows what he's doing and I've got my eye on him. I feel like I can't give an accurate description on what everyone's deadly sin was based on that but I'll try?

Anger - Xander, that doesn't really align for me. He doesn't seem like an angry person.
Envy - Shan, I could see that fitting if it was a situation where she was feeling like other people were not on her side, she could be feeling a little envious of other strong relationships. She could be feeling that but it's not the first 'sin' I would attribute to her.
Greed - Sara, I could definitely see this fit for her because of the little information I have from her via Xander about her wanting to get me and Shan out at some point for being social threats. She's greedy and wants to keep people on her side.
Gluttony - Heather, don't see a correlation currently.
Pride - Evvie, that's me! And it fits. I mean, hello? one of the few I would keep.
Lust - Deshawn, don't necessarily see that for him.
Sloth - Abraham, completely the opposite of the energy he brings. He's always online and always doing something. He was the one that prepared us for last night's challenge being the Sins challenge so yeah, that don't fit for him.

Here's my assessment if I had to place people.

Anger - Abraham, solely because today showed me that he can get angry and think that people are going against him and will flip the script. His anger made Shan and him want to vote me out for being a liar of sorts even though...I'm not.
Envy - Sara, because she's trying her best to be in with everyone because I think she sees the relationships and wants to have her own. I do think her, Deshawn and maybe Xander have something but I really don't know how secure that is.
Greed - Deshawn, because he's a greedy bitch for keeping all his insights and info close to his chest haha.
Gluttony - Shan, I chose her mainly because I know she has a kid so you gotta eat when you're pregnant.
Pride - Evvie, because the name pride. I don't think I'm better than everyone else but I'll take it. High self-esteem isn't really my MO but I'll cosplay as such for the time being.
Lust - Xander, I don't see him being easily manipulated but I see him having a lust for life and he's the seducer, not the seducee. Tea.
Sloth - Heather, because she's online the least IMO.

Who are your current targets? Do you think your targets match those of who the overall tribe might target soon?

My current target is Sara. I feel like she's the only person that has not come to me wanting to work together or create any sort of plan with me + I have heard that my name has floated out of her mouth as a target so it makes it very easy to set eyes on her. I don't know if she sees it coming, but I have a feeling someone is letting her into this. After today, would not be surprised if the shit is flipped on me. I don't have a desire really to vote anyone else out aside from Sara. If we had to do a second vote out that's a part of my tribe, right now it would be down to Heather just because of her not being around as much as the others. I do like her and want her to stick around, though. My petty button, would of course, want to vote out Abraham but I don't want to hurt his feelings. There's no way he's getting voted out any time soon unless what happened with me and Shan happens with the other tribe mates. I don't think he'll be able to escape that. I think we can come back from the bullshit that just happened and me voting him out isn't a part of my plan at all. It never has been and I don't think I have it in me to flip on him. Not anytime soon. Who knows what the next few rounds could bring, though? The next few hours? It feels like this game is about to start changing on a dime and I need to make sure that my ass is strapped in for the shit that's about to come. Does this match who the tribe is wanting to vote? I think so. I haven't heard any other names float around as potentials except for Heather.

How important are things like idols and advantages to you in a game like this? Have you currently searched for any yourself?

Idols and advantages are not at the forefront of my list. If there's a way to search for any idols, idk where to even start. Xander and Abraham mentioned something yesterday about idol passwords and I had no idea what they were talking about. Honestly, I could probably do some investigating in old threads and forums to see what that looks like or if there's any insight as to how I could get closer to an advantage or maybe an idol, but I haven't been concerned. I'm still in coast mode for the time being and when it becomes important, maybe I'll put some more effort in. I don't have any desire to have advantages or idols because I don't feel like adding another target on my back or having someone trying to assume that about me and vote me out because of it. I'm just trying to color in the lines for the time being. I'll worry about advantages and idols after a swap or a merge. But now that you've pushed my thinking, there has to be an original Ancha idol somewhere...maybe I'll look after the challenge tonight or something. Sorry for being such a lazy flop, viewers! Maybe that'll change up in the next few days.

Let's see some trust rankings, a tier list of your tribe so far. Where would you rank everyone at currently from top to bottom?

In light of everything today, I realllllyyyyy don't know how to place everyone. But I'll give you the tier list as normal since I have been giving you all my rankings since the first day. It's a theme around here.

1. Xander - still coming in at #1, even though I almost bumped him to #2 today. Solely because Shan and I just have a kinship that I'm loving and she's a priority of mine. The Honeymood Honies are still riding and he's one of my final 2s. But after him taking that shit to Abe and causing Abe to spiral, I don't know how much I can really share moving forward with anyone.
2. Shan - I just love her. She did come for my neck a little bit but what I appreciated about her is that she was very forthcoming with what she thought I was doing. I was able to clear my name with her, I understood where she was coming from and I feel like we're on the same page even though she did throw voting me out to Abraham earlier today for whatever reason. -_-
3. Abraham - even through all the mess, I still love Abraham. He's here because he's the person I talk to the most out of the whole tribe, even more than Xander just because he's online most of the day and he's nerdy like me. Also, he likes to catastrophize shit like I do so I have kinship to him.
4. Deshawn - MOR. He keeps reassuring he wants to work with me and that's fucking great! I just want to crack the code with him. I haven't figured out how to yet but I feel like we are showing each other our dicks and not doing anything about it. Like come lay next to me and talk to me!
5. Heather - she's a sweet person and she knows how to hit right in the feels and she feels very genuine. she's this low because of the consistency of conversation.
6. Sara - funny, aggressive player. I don't think she has loyalty to me so I don't necessarily have that loyalty to her. I would prefer her to be gone before a swap.

I'm still gagged by today's shenanigans. 

[Dean Kowalski]

I love that you spelled 'favour' like that oh mah werd.
 

Yes that's called not being a weird ass American

[Evvie]

I love that you spelled 'favour' like that oh mah werd.

 

Yes that's called not being a weird ass American

Completely obsessed. 

[Evvie]

I would like to just point out how quiet it is for the Ancha Angels today. I haven't spoken to really anyone today but today's the first day that I feel like I've had a moment to have a life so currently trying to take advantage of that. Super glad that we have the weekend off until Sunday. I was definitely at my peak yesterday and need some time to settle after the wild way that we won. How does a tribe CHEAT and still LOSE? Like, that's bottom of the barrel. I will say that it was fun to have happen but at the same token, we were REALLY sloppy last night. How did no one think to Google or double check the phrase before we posted? Anyway, I'm glad that the Andean Gods were conspiring on our behalf and we still won. #favoraintfair