- Mon Jun 19, 2023 7:32:26 pm
#76190
Since we are in the second week now, are you afraid of anything which may happen or pop up during it? A swap or a mf merge, lmfao. I am very anxious to meet new people or just have this game kick into another gear. I also know at this point, idols have to be out in the streets in some way. Like, I think someone has a clue and it's not me! Abraham brought up the fact that he thinks you have to go to tribal in order to have access to idol hunting, perhaps? I don't know how true that is, but I haven't done anything about looking into it over the last few days! It would be my luck that an idol would be popping up out of nowhere or even the hunt for one hitting the streets because...yeh, that'll just kick everything into another gear. Abraham came to me along with Xander saying we are 'for sure' swapping tonight and then Abraham wondered what if we had a double tribal council. Can you believe I haven't voted officially yet? Insanity. Right now, it would be Heather or Sara, whoever the others want to go for. I just need to make it through this week and lay low?
What are some red flags to you in this game when talking to people? What is something that someone can do/say which starts to make you cautious of them? Red flags I get are when plans end up changing without a conversation being had about it, it lets me know that it's being discussed amongst other people and my opinion isn't the most important in order to push a decision. That happened with Abraham yesterday when I heard that Heather was supposed to be out next, but Sara had always been the move from what I was told off the rip. That's if and when we end up having to vote. If she doesn't become an option, then I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. It'll always be Kallpa killing over anything for the time being, I don't know how long the people on my tribe are going to keep nice with each other, and I know that they're looking for any reason to have to get rid of people. I keep being told I'm part of this five with Xander, Shan, Abraham and Deshawn but nothing official has been made so that's not very real to me. I feel very lukewarm with everyone at most, I don't know if that's just because peoples' activity is hitting different in the second week or if it's something deeper like me being left out of shit because I'm not being as vibrant as I was the first week. I'm also going in and out of conversations mainly because I've been having a hard time keeping up as I normally would, and I'm hoping that that phase is over and soon because...yeah. Okay, wow. That was a tangent.
Another red flag is when the conversation feels like it's shifting, something I just kinda mentioned. That makes me wonder if those conversations are being held elsewhere, but I also know that if people were talking it would say that their asses were online and I haven't seen that many people. Maybe I'm overthinking because my ego doesn't want to get voted out even though I have not been going as 'ham' as I potentially could.
- the way that game talk is had, if any. is it a check in because you feel obligated to, or because you're wanting to prioritize me.
I feel like this is a question I need to pay more attention to as the game goes on...but I feel like another thing that comes up is when someone puts a name out there super forcefully without asking opinions, it's like you have your agenda and is my agenda important to you at all?
You've seen members of the other tribe online here and there, and you've now seen them in public a few times during the live challenges. Do you have any impressions or speculations on individuals or the overall dynamic of the opposing tribe? Frosti is the person that I think the most about, mainly because he did attempt to try and reach across the mat and his hand was swatted. He seems kinda wild. I definitely didn't expect Aaron to be the one to go home, I expected someone like Erik to have been gone a long time ago. I think I assumed Aaron would be around for longer because he seemed to be a little more 'present' when I was going through checking the number of peoples' posts last week, and Erik had the least but he seems to be locked into something so that works for him~*...as far as the dynamics over there, I know they probably hate us. I also feel like they're probably overly demoralized in terms of losing so many fucking times, which has to suck. I don't remember who else is left off the top of my noggin...Jaime, I have seen around but have no read on her. Oh, and that JR guy. He's also another loud one and I feel like he's going to be someone who is running things based on the vibe I got. Interested to see if that matches up.
Code Breakers! It seems like Abraham beasted yet another win for Ancha, and all of Kallpa flopped again with another challenge. How do you feel about all these things in the long term, for merge? You intimidated, or feeling at ease? I mean, brother Abraham is on my side of the fence so I ain't tewww worried, LOL. He had the plan, he figured it out relatively with no help from us, because he was UP AT THREE A.M. DOING THIS MF CHALLENGE. As long as I continue to suck his teet and let him kinda take the lead, he seems like the type of person who feels obsessive over this type of stuff, I'm gonna let him do his thing. Otherwise, I'm in a space of floating to let things happen the way they're going to for the time being. I don't want to enforce anything too crazy, mainly because I am not pressed enough to get my way. When I have THAT type of a feeling, that's when you know I am in the driver's seat and I don't like to play like that too often. That's not my natural style.
I'm definitely intimidated because I have been FLYING under the radar for the last few challenges, like to be honest I have done stuff but I've not been over here sweating my perm out about them. I know this will be exposed sooner than later lmao and I hope that I can still make it through with my impeccable social flair! That's all I got going on for myself right now. Right now, I'm at ease...nothing has given me reason to freak out for the time being honestly. Qué será será.
