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The first Tribal Council of merge, it is never an easy one. Jaime was evicted and is the first member of our jury. Always keep in mind, Jurors are people who can potentially be that one extra vote you need in order to win the game!

Most of you are great with your confessionals. But for some of you, try to update the viewers with what your true thoughts are as new situations develop and arise throughout the day. You don't need questions to post in your confessional! Anytime something comes up, just write in here like a personal diary so the lurkers can keep up with you. We can see your chats, but we can't gather what your true thoughts are about some things going on since you're all having your game faces on when talking with other castaways, and the lurkers are always wanting to know if your words to someone may be true or not, before a challenge or tribal happen! Now, let's get into the questions.


  1. As said above, we are also in the jury phase now. Congrats on making jury! Let's ask the big question everyone in this phase gets asked: How important do you think jury management is for you?
  2. What would you say has been the most difficult thing about merging into one tribe?
  3. For some of you, that was your first tribal. For others, this was like any other round. How did you feel about this particular tribal council? Was Jaime leaving the right call for your game, or would you have wanted someone else first as the merge boot? Were you nervous or excited with all the many whispers going around at Tribal?
  4. Are you having fun with your Stranded experience? What are some of your favourite highlights so far?
  5. Could we get an updated trust rankings with all of your new tribemates included? Top to bottom
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As we all know, I like to get into my thoughts without questions before I answer questions and I figure since I have only a 20 minute window to write a little something before answering questions. Last night was the first vote that I've ever participated in and even though it was kinda close and it shouldn't have been, Jaime went home. I do feel kinda sad about it because at least she was here and she was trying and I wanted to tell her so badly that they were targeting her, but of course if I leaked it all would have been traced back to me. Jaime ended up going home but of course, not without a little drama with a throwaway Leslie vote. I heard that Heather tried to pin that vote on me but why would I do that? I'm also hearing this through Abe who is not the best person to filter information through because he knows how to take it to another level and that just turns on my 'I don't think I trust these people' vibe. He knows everything but at times, I wonder if he's trying to play me. I also heard from Leslie that Erik wanted to vote me out this past round, of course...because who is Erik? But apparently Leslie and JR and Jaime were not on board so I was spared from getting votes. They should have just let me cop votes so I could be on my Kill Bill flow and be petty the rest of the game. I think Leslie said this to try and stir me up or 'look out for me' as she puts it but... I don't know who to trust or who I want to trust honestly, all my relationships are shifting the deeper we get into this game and I find myself in this state of perpetual aggravation because idk who I can trust...hell, if I can even trust myself to make sound decisions right now. I've been in positions before where I followed the status quo and the one time I was trying to go and do something different was the same round I was blindsided by my whole original alliance. I'm not trying to go through THAT again, and need to be quick on my feet if I want to survive going forward. Juggling all these conversations is proving to be cumbersome - ya'll were NOT playing about the intensity of this game. And right around my bedtime at that! I have to force myself to turn my chats on or else I will be awake all night trying to stay in the mix with things. /endmorningrant
 

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As said above, we are also in the jury phase now. Congrats on making jury! Let's ask the big question everyone in this phase gets asked: How important do you think jury management is for you?

Thank you so much for the congratulations! Tbh, I'm not surprised that I'm here. Now it's just about maneuvering my ass to a final tribal council seat. Will Evvie be able to do it? We shall see~*

I think that jury management is important in general, but making sure that you have good relationships to everyone or at least try to connect with people is half the battle of the game. And making sure that you're conscious of how you send people home and how you treat people throughout the entirety of the game. I think that another huge factor is you really don't know who is going to end up on the jury so you have to be polite and mindful throughout the whole experience of how you're treating everyone around you. Yes, you can't always be on people's side or leave a positive taste in their mouth when you vote them out, but I do think that maintaining some semblance of good connection to people is going to be important to staying as well as managing your threat level so that you don't get voted out in the first place. For me, jury management is important but I'm not necessarily focusing on that right now. I'm more focused on staying in the game compared to how people are leaving it.

What would you say has been the most difficult thing about merging into one tribe?

All the conversations that are flying throughout the day and keeping up, and then when another accusation hits your table, feeling tethered to trying to investigate but if you don't investigate enough or ask the right questions, you find yourself out of the loop. I was able to manage that pretty decently with 7 people, for the most part...I think because we were winning and we were just fattening ourselves up on the Ws we were getting. Now, we have to actual factual play and that's not going to be easy. Of course ya'll gotta make things so hard! I think keeping up and trying to be invested in my conversations and pre-strategize and feel like I'm putting my own two cents in and it's being heard or something is being done has been the most difficult thing to navigate. I'm trying to figure out how to ease myself up off of those feelings, but I think that won't happen until there's less people around. I hope I am in that smaller number, though, to make those decisions. I feel like these people are not about to let me coast there and I feel like I have enough of a presence to where people will want to start attacking me sooner rather than later to set themselves up for being around longer.

For some of you, that was your first tribal. For others, this was like any other round. How did you feel about this particular tribal council? Was Jaime leaving the right call for your game, or would you have wanted someone else first as the merge boot? Were you nervous or excited with all the many whispers going around at Tribal?

This particular tribal council had a lot riding on it, and it confirmed that I can't trust everyone that I showed up onto Pachamama with first and foremost. That's the major thing I have at the forefront of my head, but I'm also like 'what move would I be making right now' if I was going to make a move that wasn't in total alignment? This TC had Jaime go home and I feel like she was a nice lady. I feel bad that I had to lie to her and lull her into a false sense of security so that way she didn't know that votes were coming her way, and I feel like I did my part. Now, I feel like I'm not necessarily tethered to trying to hold everything together. I think the other part is like, my bones are not leaping at anyone specifically to try and make a move. JR has a big target on his back. Heather's target is increasing, and so is mine. I think Deshawn is the person who is doing the best job right now if I'm being honest lmao. Anyways, I think that I would have wanted Erik to go because he's like a ghost to me. A player that I know exists but also doesn't say a fucking word to me at all and I'm not in the place where I feel like I need to extend my hand across and bend over backwards. It's also good to have those types of players because you always got to have someone that you can target since you can't kill everyone off immediately. He's still here, I hope he goes next but I think it depends on having numbers to do that and right now, idk if I have the pull in order to make that move happen which kinda blows me. I threw it out there, and it fell on deaf ears but like, I don't want someone around who willingly doesn't want to work with me. Hell, Sara kinda falls into that category as well and I'm reluctantly keeping her around - I would not be surprised if she was my fucking downfall. As far as the whispers, I was whispered to and people were trying to confirm that stories were staying the same, etc. I get that everyone is trying to stir up paranoia and I'm being a raging, rigid bitch who doesn't want to play into it because that's when I start to lose myself in the game. This is the only way I can stay grounded to ensure that I don't freak out and make mistakes along the way, but sitting on my hands for too long is not the way to go about it either. I'm at a crossroads with it all. The whispers got on my nerves lmao and I know more are supposed to come. I was trying to be mindful of who I was whispering to on my tribe as well, like I would have preemptively whispered to Xander or Abraham but of course Abraham had to reach across to talk to me and he didn't need to do that. Xander was quiet but he couldn't vote anyway LMAO but I'm trying to not expose too many of my closer relationships because I don't want people latching on to make assumptions.

Are you having fun with your Stranded experience? What are some of your favourite highlights so far?

This experience is something for me, for sure. I think this next week is when the 'fun' is going to kick in since I'll actually start voting. The first few weeks were summer camp and now I feel like I'm actually playing. My favourite highlight is winning that challenge after flopping hard and the other team copied, cheated, and still lost. Talk about a gaggerini!

Could we get an updated trust rankings with all of your new tribemates included? Top to bottom

If I'm being honest, I don't know if I really trust anyone right now...but here we go, I guess.


1. Abe
2. Xander
3. Shan
4. Deshawn
5. Heather
6. JR
7. Leslie
8. Sara
9. Erik

Sorry I didn't post with color codes this time, I'm being relatively lazy 😶
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Had a check-in with Abe and Xander today, which was nice. What I'm running into is the fact that what I want to do is not what other people want to do and I wonder how much longer I'll be able to hold onto that. For the time being, I would like to get rid of Erik first and then Sara or Leslie. But of course, people want to go for JR and I kinda like his vibe. Everyone else is over him but I like that he stirs things up as an agent of chaos and I would rather keep him around for a while instead of clipping him. I know that Abe and Xander are talking about riding this out to the final 3 and I'm not sure if it's time to start thinking about whether or not I actually want to do that. I think it's time to get my head on straight for how I want to navigate this thing because if I don't, I'll get cut. 

I'm also tired of hearing things through the grapevine like all the lies are tiring lmao the situation with Shan talking about she thinks I cast the hinky vote and I didn't and said Heather thought that but Heather didn't say that and it's all being filtered through Abe, which I'm trying to still assess how much I can truly believe him. Xander has also been very floaty lately. Deshawn is the most stable person and who I need to work on being super upfront and honest with and see how he wants to make decisions. I think that's going to be what actually saves me, get close to him within that other triad.
 
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Evvie wrote: Fri Jun 23, 2023 1:35:47 pm  I know that Abe and Xander are talking about riding this out to the final 3 and I'm not sure if it's time to start thinking about whether or not I actually want to do that. I think it's time to get my head on straight for how I want to navigate this thing because if I don't, I'll get cut. 

 
We're about to hit single digits after this next tribal council. In your opinion, at what point do you need to make a decision about your endgame goals? Think who you want to sit next to, who to drag along, who to eliminate, etc.
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