Shan wrote: ↑Thu Jun 29, 2023 9:47:42 pm
Ohhhh what happened!
So deshawn and I vibed when he came over to Kallpa so I kind of wanted to work with him come merge then I found out that he had abe and Evie
deshawn also told me that he was extremely shocked that Sarah and Xander were messaging the way that they were when that post was like revealed that rule break or whatever so that made me feel like there might be a crack there
So come merge I get all buddy buddy, with Abe, Evie and Deshawn. Deshawn and Evvie act like they want to work with me
Deshawn tells me that people don’t know how they feel about me so I should just start like messaging everyone getting close to everybody so that my name doesn’t get thrown out there then I tell him not many people are really talking to me I have a feeling you guys are voting for me tonight like, can you just be honest with me, because obviously I don’t have the numbers to save myself Then he told me that it was gonna be JR and I didn’t have to worry which was clearly a lie
when Leslie told me about how you wanted to work with her I made a plan with her that I was just to the trio to gain saftey then I planned on flipping and going with you and Leslie well wouldn’t be flipping I would have been with you guys the whole time I just felt like my game was slipping away and I felt these people could potentially save me because it seemed they were in a power position and acted like they wanted to work with me
then like day of the vote evvie and Abe just got super fucking weird with me Abe was the only one basically saying in a perfect world we would have totally worked together so that sealed it for me that I was leaving because who fucking says that to someone in this game you at least pretend
so I was not blindsided at all it was very obvious but I was mad that Deshawn lied to me and told me it was JR when it was clearly me I was also mad that him nor Evvie even tried to keep me around when they were singing me a song and a dance like they wanted to work with me like then so I was going to flip anyway so my feelings can’t be to hurt right they made the right call getting me out because I was just trying to use them for saftey till we had the numbers to pick them off but unfortunately it didn’t work out for me so ya that’s was my short little weekend with ancha
really wish the vote went your way tonight I was really rooting for you Leslie and JR 
your gonna love it here
