[Dean Kowalski]

That wraps up the third week on Stranded! Congrats on making it this far. Since we're at the weekend again, let's relax and take some time over the next couple days to reflect. Six questions for the F6:

1. That tribal... a split 4-3 vote, hardly any whispers, Jeff's questions, etc. How do you make of all of that, as well as Shan leaving?
2. F6 means we're getting near the end of the game. What is the most important part of your endgame to you?
3. Out of everyone left, who here would you not want to sit next to at Final Tribal Council?
4. On a scale of 1 to 10, how much of a winning game do you think you currently have, and why? Anything you need to do to make it even better?
5. Ponderosa is starting to fill up. Which current jurors do you believe would vote for you to win? Or would refuse to vote for you to win?
6. Finally, let's get an updated trust ranking list please!

[Leslie]

I will answer all these questions tomorrow after some much needed sleep, but I cannot believe that Xander was the one who was doing the stupid middle thing the entire time. I really felt like it was Heather. It sounds like he would have gone to rocks before saying Abe's name, so I still think I made the right move making a bit of trust with Evvie. But damn. Like this was the last shot and I thought him and Shan would be smart enough. I really thought Heather was the zombie. But dang, it's Xander... he says he was worried about her winning? Like what the heck. You weren't worried that Deshawn would win?! I really thought he would realize. I knew last week we didn't have the numbers, but I really thought we would this time. I was like there is no way they aren't realizing now... welp, we no longer have a shot of making it so that it wasn't their move. If one of them goes out it is because they flop.

[Leslie]

It's basically at the point where it is congrats to Evvie, Deshawn, and Abraham.

[Leslie]

Xander is such a good middle player. I thought it was Sara so I went with that vote because I knew we didn't have the votes, but hell, maybe if I had gone with JR just in case he would have broken the tie to go for Abe. Idk. But it is annoying as heck that at this point when it's the last choice they still aren't seeing it.

[Susie Smith]

Hope you're doing well and feeling good Leslie!

[Leslie]

Thank you :) I'm feeling quite a bit better this morning. Although I am unbelievably frustrated about last night lol. Also, I would love to make a video, but I feel like an elephant right now being this pregnant LOL.

• That tribal... a split 4-3 vote, hardly any whispers, Jeff's questions, etc. How do you make of all of that, as well as Shan leaving?

i wish i would have taken the chance and told Evvie. I dont think she would have flipped, but it would have given us an extra chance. I was just so hopeful that Xander would see what was clearly right in front of him. No luck though. I actually really liked Shan so it is disappointing. I wish we had swapped when Xander voted for me. Because even though it was annoying that JR was saying he had our votes, at least one of them would have been gone. Shoulda, coulda, woulda though.

• F6 means we're getting near the end of the game. What is the most important part of your endgame to you?

well, it was last night. It was finally having the tribe turn on the three. I really thought this time it would happen. I feel stupid trying for Sara over Xander. I really thought she had been the one playing both sides, but jokes on JR and me because Xander is the one who doesn't realize that even though he doesn't like Shan, the fact that he didn't take out one of the three means he probably won't even have a chance to go to the end. 

• Out of everyone left, who here would you not want to sit next to at Final Tribal Council?

idk. I kind of have a hard time believing I will make it there now and if I do, I don't think anyone will respect the game I played because they don't realize how hard I was working to break up the three. I was just really focused in on Evvie instead of all of them.

• On a scale of 1 to 10, how much of a winning game do you think you currently have, and why? Anything you need to do to make it even better?

idk probably pretty low. I don't think that there is a whole lot I can do at this point. JR and I can't make anything happen without them turning on each other. I literally point blank told Abraham that while people are worried he will win until the end, he has no shot against the other two. Just being honest with him, and he doesn't see it. Seems like he is planning a bit of a Scooby-Doo Reveal. Because man would he not stop saying, yeah but you weren't part of conversations. Like clearly that is true, but so you know, this is how people are perceiving you.

• Ponderosa is starting to fill up. Which current jurors do you believe would vote for you to win? Or would refuse to vote for you to win?

I don't know if any of them would. Maybe Jaime. 

• Finally, let's get an updated trust ranking list please!

1. JR -but he still drives me crazy.
2. xander - because hopefully he realizes he is screwed
3. Evvie - I think maybe she is the only one who might flip
4. Deshawn - idk maybe last night freaked him out.
5. Abraham - he point blank said he wouldn't go against the two even if it means he loses. Idk if he missed that part of the in crowd...

[Leslie]

Okay, well moving forward. I think the biggest chance is to try to get Evvie to flip. It seems like Abraham is a no go, so I won't waste time there trying to have him flip. He apparently thinks he can talk everyone into believing that he is at the center. Maybe at this point Xander will realize his best shot at a win is going with us. Tbh, I don't think Xander can win no matter what. So I think if we can find a way to either go to rocks or get someone to flip. I just don't know if Xander would be willing to do that. I don't think Evvie would be willing to do rocks for the boys. But maybe... who knows. I will see what I can do.

[Leslie]

Well, let's see what happens. I really hope that we can get them to flip. JR drives me nuts, but I don't think I can do this alone.

[Leslie]

I will say, he has been a really great person to work with. Even though some of his chaos is a lot for me. He has helped me not feel alone in this.

[Leslie]

I hope the jury realize how hard JR and I worked to flip them hopefully it isn't just Abe and Evvie's move. I AM SO EXCITED THAT WORKED!!!!! I LITERALLY KICKED WATER OUT OF MY BATH. Jaime and I always said, if I go out, I will freaking be comfortable. Tonight I was really worried it would be me, so my husband was sitting in there during the reading of the vote, and I kicked water on him. I really started losing hope they would actually play. But there is still a chance!!!

[Dean Kowalski]

Hope the hubby got all the water and none on the laptop/phone! Lmao

[Leslie]

Lol just my phone and it is in perfect condition!