[Deshawn]

girl same I could see myself grudge voting for Xander just to piss off the other two lolllll

Will you please make a "smug" reference if you do? 

[Shan]

omg that’s what bugs me so much, there’s plenty of shit he could have talked about me but why SMUG?? The only vote that went my way was the Sara vote and I certainly was in no position to be smug about anything

[Heather]

Yeah, he really didn’t like you. What the hell did you ever even do to him anyway? 

[Jaime]

Anyone else super pissed that we may have to vote for one of those assholes to be the winner or is it just me 

now I get a bitter jury and those three didn’t even hurt me directly (Abe and Evvie alittle but not awful)  I just don’t like how they have carried themselves throughout this game and played it safe this ENTIRE GAME 

[Shan]

Yeah, he really didn’t like you. What the hell did you ever even do to him anyway? 

I mean I did accidentally vote for him but that was JR’s fault

[Heather]

Yeah, he really didn’t like you. What the hell did you ever even do to him anyway? 

I mean I did accidentally vote for him but that was JR’s fault

Not you lying to me. I’m heartbroken. Okay, now I’m over it. But how do you accidentally vote for somebody? 

[Shan]

Technically I lied to Abe and then he blabbed to everybody and tried to blame it on JR. I was desperate to flip since the start of the merge. I tried to float it to you a couple times but you kept telling me no, we needed to stick with Ancha. Same with Evvie and Abe. But the night Erik left JR SWORE he had the votes for Xander so I prevoted because a storm was coming. i thought i might be down for an hour or two… We lost power and internet for 21 hours EVERYWHERE IN TOWN, I was trying to drive other places to use wifi but the whole city was down. So I found out the next day that JR did not in fact have the votes for Xander, and I had voted for him by myself With a super sarcastic vote comment no less, because I kept getting blamed for Leslie votes and it was pissing me off

[Heather]

Wait that’s hilarious. And, tbh, if JR hadn’t snitched on me the night of the merge I would have been down to flip on Ancha as I had been talking about betraying Abe in my confessionals since the beginning.

But man is JR a wild ally to have

[Jaime]

Wait that’s hilarious. And, tbh, if JR hadn’t snitched on me the night of the merge I would have been down to flip on Ancha as I had been talking about betraying Abe in my confessionals since the beginning.

But man is JR a wild ally to have

I love JR but I always felt deep down that if he played it more cool I wouldn’t have went home first tribal  post merge but can’t harp in the past right and the way he plays makes him iconic so gotta give it to him  

[Shan]

Wait that’s hilarious. And, tbh, if JR hadn’t snitched on me the night of the merge I would have been down to flip on Ancha as I had been talking about betraying Abe in my confessionals since the beginning.

But man is JR a wild ally to have

You would give me a little hope then rip it away You were pretty much always in my long term plans, even pre merge, and I so badly wanted you to jump ship with me! It was so close to happening the round Jaime went home. Deshawn unexpectedly throwing his vote broke my heart, I would not have voted Jaime if I’d thought there was ANY hope of that happening. I wish Deshawn had talked to me about how much he loved her, maybe we could have made something happen

[Shan]

Wait that’s hilarious. And, tbh, if JR hadn’t snitched on me the night of the merge I would have been down to flip on Ancha as I had been talking about betraying Abe in my confessionals since the beginning.

But man is JR a wild ally to have

I love JR but I always felt deep down that if he played it more cool I wouldn’t have went home first tribal  post merge but can’t harp in the past right and the way he plays makes him iconic so gotta give it to him  

I’m still not sure why you were the vote. By the time anybody decided to inform me of my “options”, JR and Leslie were completely off the table. I don’t know why The Powers That Be decided to take you out over Erik. I was SO down for a moms alliance!!

[Jaime]

I try not to harp on the what if and could have should have would have all Kallpa was loyal to me and didn’t want me leaving so JR told us all to vote heather so we just followed because no one would talk game with me so i didn’t have any better plan so there is nothing I would have done differently I’m just glad to know even though I was voted out no one really wanted to just a vote to try to keep peace and save face and honestly that means more to me then just surviving another vote or two because let’s face it none of us had a chance of getting to the end that alliance is strong there is no breaking them up those three plus Deshawn came to play safe and not make big moves

I hope by some miracle Leslie can make it through but I’m nervous they are icing her out and she is feeling very alone

[Shan]

I try not to harp on the what if and could have should have would have all Kallpa was loyal to me and didn’t want me leaving so JR told us all to vote heather so we just followed because no one would talk game with me so i didn’t have any better plan so there is nothing I would have done differently I’m just glad to know even though I was voted out no one really wanted to just a vote to try to keep peace and save face and honestly that means more to me then just surviving another vote or two because let’s face it none of us had a chance of getting to the end that alliance is strong there is no breaking them up those three plus Deshawn came to play safe and not make big moves

I hope by some miracle Leslie can make it through but I’m nervous they are icing her out and she is feeling very alone

don’t worry, i’m sure they are all constantly checking in on her desperate to know how her day is and how work is going

[Heather]

Wait that’s hilarious. And, tbh, if JR hadn’t snitched on me the night of the merge I would have been down to flip on Ancha as I had been talking about betraying Abe in my confessionals since the beginning.

But man is JR a wild ally to have

You would give me a little hope then rip it away You were pretty much always in my long term plans, even pre merge, and I so badly wanted you to jump ship with me! It was so close to happening the round Jaime went home. Deshawn unexpectedly throwing his vote broke my heart, I would not have voted Jaime if I’d thought there was ANY hope of that happening. I wish Deshawn had talked to me about how much he loved her, maybe we could have made something happen

Lmao I’m sorry. I feel like by the time I actually started making big game moves it was too late. Also, probably shouldn’t have relied so heavily on JR or trusted Xander. Tbh if I had just reached out to Leslie myself and pitched to her voting out Abe over Sara then we actually could have made something happen. 

Also, Jaime, i’m really am sorry for not giving you a chance. I was playing scared because I knew it was going to be between me and you when, in actuality, I should have just reached out to you and maybe the we could have worked something out especially since JR had reached out to me earlier that day with his typical masterplan IM but I ignored it cause I thought he was messing with me and I was seven seconds from reaching through my screen choking him

[Jaime]

All good Heather it was the first tribal for you guys no hard feelings anymore! I was mad you never gave me a chance but I understand and I’m over it! JR only told us to vote for you because he said he had Sara vote and that wasn’t the case clearly I honestly was down to vote for anyone other than Kallpa and Deshawn because he was the only one willing to talk SOME game with me but I was mainly iced out

hindsight is 20-20 and unfortunately we didn’t realize how strong the trio/4some was till it was to late
 
I’m also just glad I made a positive impression on people and everyone would have been willing to work with me at some point if circumstances were different because I feel the same toward all of you

I don’t think the same can be said for 3 other people still in this game and that’s saying something 

[Jean-Robert]

Holy shit this is crazy to read.

[Jean-Robert]

I’m assuming Leslie JR and Shan thought Xander was gonna vote with them and he didn’t. Yet another swing and a miss 

once again JR *SWORE* he had people he did not   I think every round since merge he's insisted he's had the numbers and it's fallen through every time.  I decided to risk it because I'd rather get 7th than 4th.  

Honestly did not expect Xander's vote to be so fucking mean though, that fat cunt

Just want to say for the record that if you and Leslie (my closest allies at the time) voted for Abraham instead of Sara with me, we actually would’ve had the numbers and this game would’ve turned out very differently.

[Jean-Robert]

But ya, I won’t hide from the fact that I failed several attempts at making signature moves. Each failure added fuel because it made me feel more and more alone in the game, but it also motivated me to cause more chaos in the game. The way I saw it, I had no chance by sucking up to the majority and playing safe, so I always tried to take a big shot and my strategy socially was getting people excited about it. People weren’t gonna be down if this was “maybe gonna happen” so I would over-promise and hope that it would be the night that people decided to make the move, but it just never worked out and I apologize if that negatively impacted any of your games. If I was able to land one of these, there’s probably a good chance I would’ve won, or at least claimed some sort of control in the game for the time being, but I have no regrets with how I played. I wanted to be entertaining, but I didn’t want to be as chaotic as I was. I just couldn’t trust anyone on Ancha fully besides Shan and I always felt like I was fighting for my life in the game, so my guard was always up.

[Sara]

I’m assuming Leslie JR and Shan thought Xander was gonna vote with them and he didn’t. Yet another swing and a miss 

once again JR *SWORE* he had people he did not   I think every round since merge he's insisted he's had the numbers and it's fallen through every time.  I decided to risk it because I'd rather get 7th than 4th.  

Honestly did not expect Xander's vote to be so fucking mean though, that fat cunt

Just want to say for the record that if you and Leslie (my closest allies at the time) voted for Abraham instead of Sara with me, we actually would’ve had the numbers and this game would’ve turned out very differently.

I also wish things could have gone this way, flipping that final 9 vote back on Abe would have been a cathartic experience. 

[Deshawn]

Wait that’s hilarious. And, tbh, if JR hadn’t snitched on me the night of the merge I would have been down to flip on Ancha as I had been talking about betraying Abe in my confessionals since the beginning.

But man is JR a wild ally to have

You would give me a little hope then rip it away You were pretty much always in my long term plans, even pre merge, and I so badly wanted you to jump ship with me! It was so close to happening the round Jaime went home. Deshawn unexpectedly throwing his vote broke my heart, I would not have voted Jaime if I’d thought there was ANY hope of that happening. I wish Deshawn had talked to me about how much he loved her, maybe we could have made something happen

I wish I did! That's the part of the game where we sort of "lost touch" for a little while (not the power outtage thing, lol) so I tried to keep it simple